anywayyyyy
after going through a couple of hiccups in our relationship, i realise that i cant live without my bf. i always feel lost and aimless when im without him after a fight. i feel weak having said that. cant believe im one of those girls who are so dependent on their boyfriends.
b will be leaving for thailand next thursday for half a month! im sure his absence will make me stronger. but the thought of him not being able to celebrate my bday with me is killing me :( dammit. i hate and am sick of army life. i cant wait for him to get over with ns.
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